Saturday, March 21, 02:08

Hot Springs, Arkansas

This is the first journal entry in the blog. These are the actual words that are hand written in one of so far four notebooks. I began writing in these notebooks just before the dawn of 2020. They are filled with poetry and diagrams and very little personal data of my mundane existence. Whatever is in brackets I added for clarity. I gotta quit fucking around and get this show on the road.

Journal Entry

I wish to raise my frequency so I started writing with the intention of finding my way higher and higher, but not so high as to tip the balance of my ship.

Later . . .

Whoa! I finally found Mooji he gave me another piece of the puzzle–The Rosetta Stone! when I have fear, when I have doubt, that is the mind atttacking. Implicit in that, is that it [the mind], shows its truth, [which] is not the truth of the soul! Wow. So it tells on itself–like a little kid.

“Doubt, fear, anger and blame” [says Mooji} and I imagine shame and guilt as well, are all lighted arrow signs [pointing to] the weight that keeps me anchored to this Earth. Not physically, but as its slave–a slave that punishes its master by pissing in his coffee. To be free of Earth is to be free of the limits of conditioning. Conditioning is programmed ignorance. Conditioning is the wall built around the soul; its the basket hiding the lamp. To be is to be the truth. To not be is to be the lie that you [once] were now that you know it is a lie.

Ascension is to rise out of the lie, with courage born of faith. Faith exists in everything [every single one of us]. It is the light. Faith is the light, the light we reveal, the light that emanates from the truth [which is love, which is the human power source] which is the [same] light that makes the ones still cradled in the ideas of others lash out at you for exposing a darkness unknown.

Be patient. Be kind. Be love. Be you.